My
pains in life are an open book,
My
face lines have nothing concealed,
Walk
past, give me that second look,
Horrified
at the revelations revealed.
Could
you use those lines to write
All
of my violent angst and stresses,
While
shaking inside with no respite
Like
my author wills and blesses.
Blessed
me with little or no will
As
I am a puppet being mastered;
Preordained
with mighty skill
By
a Biblical Fatherless bastard.
Strong
words I regrettably know
Will
ruffle a few dove feathers,
But
hardship runs so terribly slow;
A
canter of our endeavours.
Yes
I drank and was a drunk,
But
it did not numb the pain,
Like
a wounded ship I sank
To
rock bottom again and again.
Take
his pen; can your ink flow
More
gracefully than my before,
Take
the present time to know
Human
nature at its deepest core.
Upbringing
and peer pressure
Can
influence, shape and form,
Individually
can get the better
Off
an innocent victim’s ‘norm’.
Superficial
zombies like me
Earth’s
lonely streets engulf,
Stare
hard and you might see
A
lamb beneath a howling wolf.
If
you could write my last chapter
Would
an understanding lady unfold,
And
would we live happily ever after
As
my greatest love story ever told.
©
Andrew Stevenson 12/03/2017
The
poem denotes mental illness.
The phrase ‘Biblical Fatherless bastard’ in the last line
of the third stanza is indicative to the devil.
Thank you. Love love, Andrew. Bye.